Relief

I'm so happy.

I don't care about anything, I am so happy for living TODAY. Even for my own standarts.

I just got done from rehearsing with my new band. Truth? They fucking suck and it's awkward to play with them. I want to dump them so bad. That should have ruined my day but it didn't. Because I'm so happy (hell, I even feel the king of the world by comparing myself to them).

I've heard you need snake poison to make an antidote for a snake bite. The problem is the solution to itself. Though... I feel kinda evil to call HER the "problem". Laugh out loud. She is quite not, but she is in some way the source. Whatever, the point is that I hadn't seen her in a while and seeing her today was like a heart massage. I feel as relieved as a heart-brokenfag can.

I was scared she might have just ignored me like many times before but she didn't. She was actually happy to see me, or something. Yeah. And I was happy because of so. She also said she loves me and she's worried about me. I feel guilty for feeling happy by that, but that's not really important.

Today, a conversation made my day. I am happy to live and I hope nothing ruins it. Thank you, lil' dragonfly. I love you!

Next is a picture of a heart-shaped pokémon. Or somewhat.

Yes, I KNOW Luvdisc is THE heart-shaped pokémon, shut up, but it fucking sucks and she hates it. So do I. Alomomola is way prettier!


I feel happy.