Patience

Have you ever waited for something so bad, and when it finally comes, it's a disappointment?

Say... have you ever waited for something so bad, and you were so worried as well, and when it finally comes, it's not only a disappointment but deeply painful as well, because you were worried?

Have you ever waited for something so bad, and you were so worried as well, and it does not come...?

I haven't done the last one. But I fear I might. It's scary.

Next is a picture of a heart-shaped pillow.

I wish sunshine gives me one, someday. I might do so. I want to. I hope so. Bye.

I feel very, very, very worried...